So Long, Love
By Kazz Falcon
So long, love
I will miss you in my heart
You was everything to me
But something drastic changed our relationship
I couldn’t love you the same way anymore
From deep down, I wished I could
Our love wasn’t good enough for us
I can’t deal with your HIV status
It was hard for me
I already lost many friends to AIDS
I couldn’t bared of going through it again
I can’t handle it anymore
I know I hurt you deeply
I hope someday you would forgive me
You deserved someone much better than me
I can’t be your strength
I don’t have the strength for the both of us
The moment we found out, it crushed my spirit
I thought we would have a lifetime of love
That love disappeared into thin air
I wanted so much to be there for you
You was my angel
Heavens awaits you with open arms
For me, it would probably be hell for me
I gave up on us
You will find strength within you
You will fight the disease with all your being
God will give you a fighting chance
God will send you a long lasting boyfriend
You deserved much more than life has to offer you
Whatever you do, don’t give up on yourself
I wasn’t worth of your love
I gave up on you
I was scared for my life
I was foolish enough to have sex with one condom
For that, I wasn’t good enough for you
So long, love
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